Nuriye's Diary

Sunday, August 31, 2014

ONLY ONE??

I am not sure if this is just a girl thing but I have closets full of clothes and I think I never have any clothes!!  I have all this stuff to choose from and I end up wearing the same things all the time! LOL, am I the only one who does this or does the woman in your life do the same thing??  If you have a long weekend please enjoy it. :)  I cant believe the summer is over for most and the holidays are around the corner again.  I do enjoy warming so many of you up during the winter months and the next few months are going to be HOT! :) 

XOXO
Nuriye :)

Thursday, August 28, 2014

RESPECT THE ATHLETE

The following is cut'n'paste from a fellow FBB's page... to all of the fans of competitive women's bodybuilding - A NECESSARY CALL OUT TO OFFENDERS WHO MAY NOT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH YOU'RE HURTING OUR SPORT:
"TO ALL FBB FANS: PLEASE READ
I NEED to share this with you. One of the main reasons we have had in the past had less shows and media coverage is due to lack of available sponsors for those very expensive events. The sponsors come in the form of websites such as Wings of Strength , www.MuscleGirlzLive.com, www.MuscleAngels.com , www.HDPhysiques.com , and the many other photo and video sites where one may view images of us girls.
Those sites make the money that they use to sponsor our shows (about $11,000.00 per show) from membership sales to their sites therefore it is imperative that the sites make money. When the sites do not make money then they cannot afford to sponsor shows and/or hire us girls for shoots and that means we cannot afford to compete. Incidentally it costs us girls about $5,000.00 to prep for a show.
It has always been true that some people feel the need to download and "share" (steal) from the membership sites and post them on DailyMotion, XHamster, XVideos, Saradas, etc. but lately the number of stolen vids and pics has grown exponentially.
Some of the fans assume that stealing a couple videos won't hurt the site as they must be making tons of money; however the sites that people are stealing from do not make anywhere near what people think, I can promise you. My site, www.EmeryMiller.com makes on average only $500.00 per month and from that I have to pay Verotel, GoDaddy, and my webmaster. It doesn't leave much.
The major sites are often making just over or under my personal monthly income and from that they must pay staff, banking fees, Verotel, credit card company fees, and other fees.
My point is this. Many of the fans stealing...and it IS stealing as this is all copyrighted material, also claim to want to support the women of this sport and are angered that we don’t have more shows and coverage but each time pics and videos are stolen YOU ARE actively ensuring that we will fail. Posting stolen vids and pics means that no one need buy a membership to the sites that are the only reason we still exist. If they fail, we fail.
Please read the post below made by Annie regarding stolen content from the Tampa Pro.
IF YOU WANT US TO CONTINUE TO EXIST...YOU MUST STOP "sharing" STEALING CONTENT FROM THE SITES. I guarantee you, that the actions of those who steal are killing us. If you see it, send me the link and I will advise the person it is stolen from. If you do it...STOP.
Thank you all for your support and understanding.
Emery M. Miller "
Take care.


**** Above is an email I received today and its just a shame.  The women of this sport including myself are all effected by this disrespectful and illegal activity.  The email says it all but the bottom line is its just bad business period.  For those who steal content the best way to explain what this does is... would you like someone stealing money from your paycheck every week??  I 100% know the answer is NO.  I must add, I love my fans and I am in no way accusing you of doing this.  This has been an on going problem for a long time but has gotten worse.  Infact, just recently I had 2 shoots cancel because they could not afford to shoot me, very sad.  So lets get back to the respect for the women that you love to see and have a clear understanding what this does to the industry as a whole.
XOXO
Nuriye

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

THANK YOU

Thank you for all the kind wishes as I recover from my injury, you guys are awesome!!  I am doing just fine and havent taken any time off just working around it. :)  Took some time away from cam but will be back on tomorrow (herbicepscam) so if you are around come and say hi!!

XOXO
Nuriye

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Just keep going

Oh how I am trying to find a happy place.  Workers still at work in my kitchen lol this will be over soon!  I have my fridge in my living room so eating all my meals cold.  The mess is what is killing me!! :)  The great news is although my knee is not 100% yet I am doing much, much better!  So I am finding out you dont need a knee or a kitchen to continue to train hard and eat well, WHO KNEW! LOL.. 
XOXO
Nuriye :)

Monday, August 18, 2014

KNEE SPRANG

I am dealing with a knee sprang and wow I would not wish this on anyone!  ALOT of pain and lets just say my walk is quite "unique" which is attracting even more stares LOL..  Have to take a couple days off from my cardio (was told 2 weeks but not happening) but will continue weight training.  Its so much pain it is sucking the life out of me ;( but this too shall pass.  I actaully injured it last week BUT kept on doing cardio and trained legs like a beast which made it much worse.  So will be smart and do the best I can to get this healed up ASAP. :)
XOXO
Nuriye

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

DAMN! LOL

LOL, found this morph of me lol..  Now this gives new meaning to head down ass up!!   Lord have mercy! LOL

XOXO
Nuriye :)

FEAR

Fear can be a tricky little emotion that stops us dead in our tracks.  Fear of rejection, not being a success or the work it takes to get you to where you need to be.  We have all been there and what did you do?  Did you feel the fear and did it anyway or did you allow yourself to stop before you reached the goal?  Never stop your journey because you are scared.  Take a deep breath, believe in YOU and reach that goal you have set!!  The feeling of regret will sneak up on you and you dont want to lose the chance of success due to fear.  Regret is a much stronger feeling than the fear you feel when asking yourself to do more than you ever have to reach the next level.  So go get it and feel the fear but do it anyway!! 

XOXO
Nuriye :)

Monday, August 11, 2014

FAN LOVE

One of my awesome fans morphed me to look like the muscle girl I posted a few back..  How awesome is this, very well done.  Now I am offically scared of myself!! LOL
XOXO
Nuriye :)