Nuriye's Diary

Friday, April 24, 2015

Nuriye vs....

So took some time today to get some sun and that didnt go so well.  Here I am packed with muscle, standing 5'9'' with a 50 inch chest but that was no match for..... A GRASSHOPPER!!!! LOL..  Omg I fear no man but damn those things!  Out of no where this sucker came flying at me and I really would have made the USA track team with how fast I ran!  So a bit silly to post this after I just did a rage update lol but keeping it real, I just got totally dominated by a grasshopper!!  HAPPY WEEKEND!
XOXO
Nuriye

Thursday, April 16, 2015

AMEN TO THIS

β€œIt is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.”
― Theodore Roosevelt


Have an awesome weekend to you all!
XOXO
Nuriye

Friday, April 10, 2015

BELIEVE

BELIEVE IN YOUSELF you hear it all the time right??  But what do you do if you just dont!!??  Well, I will tell you exactly what will happen because I have spent many years NOT believing..  You will find yourself just going through the motions no heart at all because the little evil voice in your head is telling you "why do the extra steps you have to do, you are not good enough anyway." The outcome will have you not succeeding and then you feel even more shitty about yourself.  Its a horrible snowball and do I have some "secret" to breaking that horrible pattern, NO.  I do however know what it took for me to cut that shit out.  It took me getting pissed off enough to feel the fear BUT DO IT ANYWAY.  Not believing in me got me NO WHERE so why not just start to believe and see where it gets me??!!  It will be weird to finally say "hey, I am worth it and I can do it" but I must JUST DO IT!  This is the mindset I will have to my next show and it will be different and hard for me at times to be totally honest.  But I am taking my PAMPERS off lol and putting on my big girl thong :) and we are taking to another level people.  So if you have self doubt of any kind you must STOP if I can do it so can you!! :)

XOXO
Nuriye :)

Tuesday, April 07, 2015

GOT NOTHIN lol

I have been suffering from bloggers block!!  I must have drained myself over the past month talking about my parents, my multiple dieter personalities and the whispers I get because now I got nothin!! LOL..  So I will say this, all is well, training hard and I hope all of you are doing great!

Much love
Nuriye :)

Wednesday, April 01, 2015

WHISPERS

Getting pumped and hot I peel off my warmup jacket aka.. let the whispers begin!! :)  Does this upset me at all?? NO.  Heres the way I look at it, I dont know if what is being said is good or bad and it does not matter.  As a FBB my love and duty is to BUILD a physique that is true to my sport.  Whipsers mean I have reached a level of success that evokes people to react.  Now lets say what they are saying is Negative...  Still in my favor because I know who I am and what I do and it is not my job to appeal to the masses to be "accepted".  All FBBS should embrace this and know positive or negative comments mean YOU DID IT!!  This is not a sport for "sheep" this is a sport for an individual who excels in both mental and physical disipline and greatness.  So I say "CHEERS TO THE WHIPERS"  it means my physique has reached a level that people have a hard time wrapping their head around and for me as a true lover of muscle nothing could be better!! :)

Much Love,
Nuriye :)

Wednesday, March 25, 2015

Late Night

Ok, so this bodybuilding/contest prep shit is hard lol..  and I have found I have 2 sides of me lol I will explain.  See during the day I have "day Nuriye" the Nuriye you see driven, diet on point, cardio done, training done but then I have the "night Nuriye" and let me give you a visual of her..  about 4 feet tall and as wide as she is tall with like chocolate all over her mouth LOL!!  See when "day Nuriye" goes to bed around 3am "night Nuriye" arrives lol..  She wakes me to remind me my tummy is hungry and sometimes I LISTEN!! So the other night (controlled by night nuriye) I woke and went down to the kitchen.  Opening cabinets to see what naughty food I could find lol when all of a sudden THERE IT WAS.... PEANUT BUTTER!  "night Nuriye" began to explain that PB isnt so bad and NO ONE will know just our little secret.  So totally convinced by "night Nuriye" I went to get a spoon when BAM!!!!  See in my bad food search I had left a cabinet door open and yes I slammed head first into it.  Bad part... it scared the shit out of me and kinda hurt but the Good part.... that sent "night Nuriye" RUNNING!!! lol..  "day Nuriye" was back and I took my ass up to bed!!  Now I have not had a visit by "night Nuriye " since so if you have your own version of "night Nuriye" I suggest a blow to the head LOL they dont seem to like that!! :)

XOXO
Nuriye :)

Friday, March 20, 2015

You All

Wow the beautiful feedback and comments I have gotten about the post regarding my parents is just heart warming to say the least.  One person expressed thanks for me sharing this info with you but guess what it was so easy!  Over the years although I havent met so many of you I have found 1 thing about you all and that is YOU ARE JUST GOOD PEOPLE!!  So thank you for making it easy for me to share such a difficult time in my life.  I dont want you guys to hear just the "cool" stuff I want you to know me for me and all the fantasies we explore. :)  Please enjoy your weekend and thank you all for being..... YOU!

Much love,
Nuriye :)