Nuriye's Diary

Thursday, May 14, 2015

Thursday

Well been a rough couple weeks but guess what??!!  I am starting to get positive energy back in my soul and it feels good.  Oh the cycle of life, cant we all just live forever?? :)  I need to make a phone call to make that happen :P  One thing that is on track is my training, very focused and the reality is my training is my thearpy without it I would be a mess.  Now I have a date with the Florida sun and cardio.  A good sweat in the tropical heat is good for my soul as well. :)

Much Love
Nuriye :)

Saturday, May 09, 2015

Last week

Oh boy when I tell you last week was one of the worst ever, it was!  First I was so sick I mean beyond sick see what happened was I had a chipped tooth way in the back which developed an infection that spread through out my body.  I had 105 fever and really felt like death.  I would take still being sick if I could bring my baby back.  See last week as well as being so sick I had to put my cat down after 15 years of her being by my side due to kidney disease.  I have felt empty, sad and like a zombie for days.  My cat was like my child a real part of my family so last week was bad to say the least.  Of course with anything time is helping me heal and I am coming around but it really swept the rug from under me.  Made me realize AGAIN how important health and love is without them we are really nothing.  Please have a wonderful weekend and if you have a beloved pet hug and kiss them for me!

XOXO
Nuriye

Thursday, April 30, 2015

UPDATES

Hi everyone I have been SUPER sick since the weekend so please forgive me about the lack of updates this week.  I will be up and running next week and I am so sorry about this.  I am getting much better but I do think this was the sickest I have ever been since I can remember! 

XOXO
Nuriye

Friday, April 24, 2015

Nuriye vs....

So took some time today to get some sun and that didnt go so well.  Here I am packed with muscle, standing 5'9'' with a 50 inch chest but that was no match for..... A GRASSHOPPER!!!! LOL..  Omg I fear no man but damn those things!  Out of no where this sucker came flying at me and I really would have made the USA track team with how fast I ran!  So a bit silly to post this after I just did a rage update lol but keeping it real, I just got totally dominated by a grasshopper!!  HAPPY WEEKEND!
XOXO
Nuriye

Thursday, April 16, 2015

AMEN TO THIS

β€œIt is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.”
― Theodore Roosevelt


Have an awesome weekend to you all!
XOXO
Nuriye

Friday, April 10, 2015

BELIEVE

BELIEVE IN YOUSELF you hear it all the time right??  But what do you do if you just dont!!??  Well, I will tell you exactly what will happen because I have spent many years NOT believing..  You will find yourself just going through the motions no heart at all because the little evil voice in your head is telling you "why do the extra steps you have to do, you are not good enough anyway." The outcome will have you not succeeding and then you feel even more shitty about yourself.  Its a horrible snowball and do I have some "secret" to breaking that horrible pattern, NO.  I do however know what it took for me to cut that shit out.  It took me getting pissed off enough to feel the fear BUT DO IT ANYWAY.  Not believing in me got me NO WHERE so why not just start to believe and see where it gets me??!!  It will be weird to finally say "hey, I am worth it and I can do it" but I must JUST DO IT!  This is the mindset I will have to my next show and it will be different and hard for me at times to be totally honest.  But I am taking my PAMPERS off lol and putting on my big girl thong :) and we are taking to another level people.  So if you have self doubt of any kind you must STOP if I can do it so can you!! :)

XOXO
Nuriye :)

Tuesday, April 07, 2015

GOT NOTHIN lol

I have been suffering from bloggers block!!  I must have drained myself over the past month talking about my parents, my multiple dieter personalities and the whispers I get because now I got nothin!! LOL..  So I will say this, all is well, training hard and I hope all of you are doing great!

Much love
Nuriye :)